Believe...

Have you ever wondered what is happening to our world?....wonder where we are going?...I know....do you?...He is coming...and I believe.

The American dollar is crashing the Euro is soon to be the money of the world. Our country is falling We are battling over our next leader, Other countries are watching...and waiting. World war III is eminent. Our world as we know it is coming to an end. We are walking into our own distruction that has been foretold for years. The Bible had predicted this for centuries, God gave us 6,000 years to prove to him that he is the one and only....We as the human race have failed to follow his few guidelines for life...we will all soon understand.

I Understand now that I should have Believed in God and his son much sooner in life...maybe I all ways have. I just haven't ever understood religion in general...I know why now... they are wrong.

I will continue to worship the one true God...The God of Abraham...I AM A BELIEVER! God Bless.

Stopping in To Blog

Just here to say hey because I was told to keep blogging...and they will come....waiting...still waiting...

I have learned so much in the last week or so...and I have so much more to learn and live... I have some searching to do, I wish I had a computer.....*sigh*

Anyone want to give away a free running car?....come on....O.K. a Toyota Tacoma...manual preferably....I know I am dreaming, Thanks for reminding me.

Every one thinks I'm losing some weight...the scale won't tell me...cause I won't ask it. What do you think? *turns to the left* *turns to the right* yea I dunno.

SO a bunch of random thoughts....catch ya laters

Thank You

The last year of my journey through life has been interesting...to say the least. I thought I found "the one"the man I would surely spend the rest of my life with...I seemed to be content in this...we had goals, Ideas...and most of all a plan. We ran into some obstacles that we both hurdled well...so I thought...I look back at the last year and wonder where I myself went...together we made decisions and overcame many things. Throughout our relationship...many people told me I could do better...but really is there a such thing?...or is it what you make of it?...sometimes I think once again my mother stepped in the way and made it what she needed. But then I wonder how much of the relationship was an act...How long do people go on with the "I Love You's" before one or the other realizes that you are saying it just to be nice...and what kind of love is that....really. There are so many times I wish he would have just said....Hey I have a problem...But no he hid and kept it from me as to protect my feelings....How much protection is a lie?...Instead it felt like I was sitting in a dark room on a cold night...alone. This just tells me even more so...I lost me...Where did I go?.... What did I really want?...Love...That big HUGE four letter word...That is truly what I was looking for. I really thought I would find that... It was something we both longed for in life. I have come to a realization though...

I have found that...Not in my family, not in a man...But in other sorts of family, I truly hope that these people and their family and network know this. They have become a part of my heart in no way anyone else ever could. I believe most of you know who I'm talking about (the Baxter's, the Mclays, and the rest of the Harrington family) I really truly want to thank all of you for open minds and hearts. You have truly touched a person. I feel as though I really do have a family that cares...Truly cares. Thank you for seeing me as a person. You are all wonderful people. A special thank you to Shana's family for accepting me and giving me a chance to start over and get my feet under me once again. It is such a wonderful feeling to know I have real friends...You have done more for me than even my family would jump to. I really hope you all understand how much I appreciate you, and I know I can't say it enough nor are these few words enough to describe...but it is what I have...THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart.

"You cannot depend on your eyes when your imagination is out of focus."
Mark Twain

A Great Man

Larry Lee Jacks

Aug. 15, 1934 – Feb. 20, 2008

Age: 73

Residence: Eaton, Co.

Tributes: Larry L. Jacks was born in Detroit, Michigan to Robert H. Jacks and Camilla (Robinson) Jacks.

On July 23rd, 1955 he married Jeanette Mae Dishon in Mason City, Iowa. From 1955 to 1982 resided in Iowa.

Larry spent his adult life as an over-the-road truck driver. In 1982 moved to Eaton, Colorado. Larry retired from Teamsters in 1997 at which time he started his own trucking company – J&J Trucking in Eaton, Co.

Larry enjoyed spending time with his children, grandchildren, and great grandchildren. He enjoyed fishing, hunting, and being outdoors with his family.

Survivors: His wife, Jeanette Jacks of Eaton, Co. Five children, Mike Jacks and wife Doreen of Greeley, Doug Jacks and wife Marijo of Greeley, Brad Jacks and wife Tracy of Eaton, Co, Becky Jacks of Northwood, Iowa, Debbie Hanford and Bruce of Greensboro, North Carolina. Grandchildren; Kris Jacks and wife Ashleigh of Loveland, Colorado, Kortnie Jacks of Greeley, Colorado, Jeremy and wife Laci of Greeley, Colorado, Donald and Joshua Jacks of Greeley, Colorado, Amanda, Janelle, and Megan Jacks of Eaton, Colorado, Anna Hanford of Anchorage, Alaska, John Conway of Redmond, Washington, Charles Conway of Rockland, California, Steve Williams and wife Mary of Longmont, Colorado, Todd Williams of Greeley, Colorado. Great Grandchildren: Nathan and Jaylin Jacks of Greeley, Colorado. Step Great Grandchildren, Jacob, Taylor and Logan Williams all of Longmont, Colorado.

This was my grandpa...he was such a wonderful man...all ways bright and cheerful..maybe that was stubbornness...but he was great...I will miss him dearly even though i only started to get to know him about 5 years ago, I quickly realized he was blood. He cared, took me in acceptingly with no hesitation...another grandchild. When he was trucking to Alaska he would all ways stop in anchorage before heading down to Homer and have lunch with me...I miss you grandpa...I know you will all ways be looking over me... I wish i could give you one last hug.

Blog blog blog, blog blog blog....thought I would blog...laters

So yea If you didn't understand that and are just now realizing this...I am Fat...just thought I would clarify...now the WWWHHHOOOLLLEEE world knows.

On any other note...I got a job...YYYAAYY!!!...spring break kinda threw me for a loop but I will get over it. It will help me accomplish what I'm after...and that is why we do it.

Brian called.. Waaaa...poor guy I think he might miss me...his bad. Some day some great "MAN" will come sweep me off my feet. spoil me rotten and actually realize there are real women still out there...anyways...hope they like big butts (really I thought mine was kinda lacking for my weight)(wow I just made me sound like a cow)(MOOO!)

hmmm...I ran out of words bubye!

I HAVE A FAT @$$...