So now that I'm back In blog land I suppose I should actually blog...what a concept. I miss blogging...It was kinda my social life there for a bit. I Have had more issues with my computer than I need. I think I'm going to be going for a new one as soon as I can afford such an extravagance.
So the last year...It's been long and interesting. Full of adventures, lessons and stress. I have to say I have learned so much and grown up even more. I have discovered I really need to pay more attention to myself...And I'm not allowed to get wrapped up in boys...it's against the rules.
In the last month things really kinda got crazy for my family and I. My grandfather started having health problems and so did my father. My dad is still not doing very well, though neither is my mother, but while there I also realized I can't fix their problems and I needed to solely focus on my life. My Grandpa died two days after I returned to Alaska. Brian and I didn't work out..never really does when its a 70/30 split. relationships have to be 50/50, and we weren't pulling it off...he had so much going on in his head he didn't know which way was out. But, I am happy now to say it is over no regrets no more pretending everything is ok. But I am Home now...and that is most important. I have applied for a couple jobs, i will be starting school in the fall...and from there we will see how things go...
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Welcome back, it is always good to go to a place you can call "home". Never hurts to look over the fence and experience new places, but regardless of where you go, you always return home. In 1964, I was in Jacksonville, Florida living on an aircraft carrier. Although it was not "cool" in those days to get a tatoo, unless you were in the U.S. Navy, I had a tatoo placed on my left bicep,(I had biceps back then), a great tatoo with a bear and two banners, the top banner read Anchor Point and the bottom read Alaska, twenty four years later, I moved back to Anchor Point, Alaska and home. Despite that many years of traveling, I never found a place I would rather live.
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